
Five years ago today, Mom died. Five years. So much time, so little.
I've sometimes written, and often thought, that I wish Mom were here to see how the story she let me tell in
Mom's Cancer has circled around the world and still comes round to revisit in surprising ways. How it's being read in German, Italian and French. Today, what surprises me most is its staying power. Most books fade away after a year or two, and
Mom's Cancer certainly has to some extent. But in the past year it's also been written up in the
British Medical Journal and gotten me invited to speak to an
international conference in London. Last Mother's Day, the
Huffington Post listed it as
one of their seven favorite mother-themed books, and in January the
Onion's A.V. Club named it one of
"25 Great Songs, Books, Films, Albums, and TV Shows in Which Cancer Plays a Major Role." Just last week, a German newspaper highlighted it in
a big article. Independent of Mom, independent of me, the book lives.
That sounds like bragging, and it is, but it's bragging on Mom.
Mom's Cancer is her story and legacy; I was just the messenger. Each of those accomplishments was one I wished she were here to share, along with the other life achievements of her children and grandchildren. She'd love to see what everyone is up to, and I know she'd be pleased.
My sister Brenda ("Nurse Sis") posted the following on Facebook this morning that I thought was good enough to steal: "The minute my Mom was told she MIGHT be ill she quit smoking that day... cold turkey. Done. I'm giving you permission to quit smoking BEFORE you get Stage IV Lung Cancer with Mets to the Brain. My gift to you on the 5th Anniversary of my Mom's death. Mom would want you to have THAT gift!"
I'll just add that Mom was always a stubborn smoker who reflexively fought any pleas to stop, arguing that she wasn't hurting anyone but herself. The one truth she realized too late that I'd like to pass on is that dying of lung cancer doesn't just hurt you; it hurts everyone around you that you love. Apply her hard-won wisdom.
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